I Was Marked By The System's Arbiter

Chapter 133: Chapter 133: Two Who Never Entered

The Old Library had never been loud, not in five weeks of visits, not even during the worst of the ghost-student hours when the shelves rearranged themselves and the lights guttered one at a time. But tonight it was quiet in a different way. Quiet the way a room got quiet after someone had finished crying in it and simply had nothing left to spend on sound.

Seven of them sat around the reading table.

Lin Yue counted without meaning to. It had become a habit somewhere around the third death, the kind of habit that didn’t ask permission before it started running — a small, automatic tally that ticked over every time the group gathered. Seven chairs occupied. Five empty, if you counted the ones that should have been here and weren’t, though only two of those chairs were physically in this room. The others existed only as a felt absence, a weight where a person used to sit.

Mo Jun wasn’t cracking a joke about the dust on the shelves.

Gao Lin wasn’t quietly checking the room’s exits before anyone else thought to.

Xin Yu’s voice wasn’t threading under the others, soft and a little tired, the way it always had been.

Nobody said any of this out loud. Nobody had to. Lin Yue watched Su Qing’s eyes go, without her seeming to notice, to the chair Mo Jun used to take at the end of the table, and then flick away again just as fast, like she’d caught herself reaching for something that would burn.

He didn’t think of it as five people dead. He’d tried that framing once, in the first days, and it had nearly broken something in him that he needed intact. It was easier, and truer in its own cold way, to think of it as five positions the academy had taken back. Five variables the instance had solved for and removed from the equation. It didn’t make the grief go away. It only gave the grief somewhere organized to stand instead of loose in his chest, tripping him whenever he tried to think clearly.

He was aware that this was, itself, a kind of wound. He filed it away — no. He simply noted it, and moved on, because there wasn’t time tonight for the shape of his own damage.

Lu Fan sat apart from the others, near the window, deliberately positioned so his own reflection fell against a bookcase instead of open glass. He hadn’t spoken since they’d sat down. His eyes had the flat, over-focused look of someone doing math against a clock only he could hear.

Shen Rui sat with his arms crossed, and every few seconds his gaze drifted, not to Lin Xia at the head of the table, but sideways — to Ye Xian, who sat very still with his hands folded, watching the proceedings with an attentiveness that wasn’t quite surprise. It never was, with him.

Bai Wuyin sat pressed close to Lin Yue’s side, sketchbook hugged to his chest, shoulders drawn in tight. His face wore the expression it always wore in front of the others — pale, wide-eyed, a boy too young for any of this and visibly aware of it. He hadn’t said a word since the library door had shut behind them.

Lin Xia stood at the head of the table.

She hadn’t sat down. Lin Yue noticed that, the way he noticed most things without deciding to — that Lin Xia had never once, in five weeks, sat in a chair in this room while speaking to them. She had always stood, or knelt at a shelf, or hovered somewhere at the periphery, present but never settled. He’d taken it, until tonight, for a librarian’s habit. Now he wasn’t sure it had ever been that simple.

She had six notebooks laid out in front of her, spines cracked, pages soft with handling. Not the six they’d been hunting — only the fragments they’d actually recovered, three thin folded pages set apart from the rest, held down at the corners with small brass weights so they wouldn’t curl shut.

"You keep asking who disappeared," Lin Xia said.

Her voice was quiet, but it carried in the way library voices did — pitched exactly to reach every ear in the room and no farther. Nobody answered her. She hadn’t expected anyone to. It wasn’t a question yet.

"You should have been asking who never arrived."

The silence after that had weight to it. Lin Yue felt something in his chest go very still, the particular stillness of a mind recognizing a shape it had been circling for a long time without being able to name.

"Two students never entered," he said.

Not a guess. He knew it the moment the words left him — knew it the way he’d known the eight classrooms were victims and not rooms, the way certain conclusions simply arrived fully formed once enough of the pieces were in the same place at the same time. "The riddle."

Lin Xia’s eyes found his, and for the first time since he’d met her, there was nothing distant in them. No drifting half-presence. Just a girl looking directly at him, sharp and entirely here.

"Yes."

"You knew this before we did." Su Qing’s voice cut in, flat, unwilling to let the moment soften into revelation without first being interrogated. She hadn’t moved from her seat, hadn’t leaned forward the way the others had — she sat with her spine straight and her eyes narrow, the same look she’d worn cross-referencing Mo Jun’s credentials three weeks ago. "You’ve known since the beginning. Haven’t you?"

Lin Xia didn’t deny it.

"I knew pieces."

Lin Yue watched her hand, resting on the edge of the nearest notebook, tighten around the binding. Just slightly. Just enough that the leather creased under her fingers. It wasn’t the reaction of someone protecting a secret out of spite, or caution, or strategy. It was the reaction of someone who was afraid of the thing she was about to say — afraid of it the way a person was afraid of a door they’d kept shut for a very long time, not because of what was behind it, but because of what opening it might cost them.

"Then say the rest of it," Su Qing said. Not unkind. Just done waiting.

Lin Xia looked down at the three notebook pages in front of her, and then, slowly, back up.

"My name," she said, "is Lin Xia."

"We know your name," Shen Rui said, confused.

"You’ve heard it," Lin Xia corrected. "That isn’t the same as me saying it."

Nobody understood yet. Lin Yue watched the others trade uncertain glances — Lu Fan’s attention finally sliding away from the window, He Yuan leaning forward despite himself — and felt, underneath his own confusion, a small cold certainty beginning to form. He didn’t say anything. He let her keep going.

"I didn’t disappear like the others," Lin Xia said. Her voice had dropped, quieter now, the words coming slower, like she was setting each one down carefully so it wouldn’t break on the way out. "I chose to stay and remember, instead."

She looked at the shelves around them — not searching, just looking, the way a person looked at a room they’d spent a very long time inside of.

"That’s why I can’t say my own name aloud." A breath. "Saying it might finally let me leave. And I’m not ready to leave them forgotten."

For a moment, nobody spoke.

Bai Wuyin, beside Lin Yue, had gone very still — stiller than his usual performed fear, though nobody but Lin Yue was positioned to notice the difference. His grip on the sketchbook had tightened.

"If you stayed voluntarily," Lin Yue said slowly, "why are you still trapped?"

It was the obvious question, the one that should have followed cleanly from what she’d said, except it didn’t sit right the moment he’d asked it — a choice made freely shouldn’t produce a cage. He watched her face for the gap between what she’d say and what was true, the way he watched everything.

"Because remembering something isn’t the same as belonging to it," Lin Xia said.

She let that sit a moment before she went on, like she wanted them to actually hear it rather than simply receive it.

"I remember this school. Every name, every erased record, every desk that used to have someone real sitting at it. I remember all of it, on purpose, because somebody has to." Her jaw set. "But I refuse to become what it remembers of me. If I let it finish — if I let it write ’Lin Xia’ the way it wrote everyone else — I stop being the girl who stayed. I become the school’s memory of her instead. A repeating voice. A silhouette in a window. Something that says the same three lines every afternoon until nobody is left to hear them."

"So you’re fighting it," Su Qing said. "Just by — staying yourself."

"Every day," Lin Xia said simply. "It’s more tiring than it sounds."

Lin Yue let the silence stretch, turning it over. It fit — it fit too well, in fact, with everything they’d already half-guessed about this place. The school didn’t kill. It absorbed. It didn’t want bodies; it wanted identities, folded neatly into its own memory until there was nothing underneath the folding left to call a person. Lin Xia had found a way to stand in the doorway of that process and simply never finish walking through.

"Then who was the other student?" he asked. "The riddle says two."

Lin Xia’s eyes moved to the old attendance ledger resting closed at the table’s edge — the same battered, leather-bound record Zhou Mu had read from at the Reckoning, though how it had come to be here, in the library, none of them had thought to ask until this exact moment.

"Zhou Mu," she said.

The room went silent in a way that had nothing to do with library etiquette.

"Zhou Mu?" Shen Rui repeated, like saying it again might reveal a version of the sentence that made more sense.

Su Qing got there first — Lin Yue could see it happen across her face, the pieces sliding into alignment almost audibly. "He’s not a ghost who learned to run this place." Her voice was low, working through it as she spoke. "He’s like her. Another student who never went all the way in."

"That’s why he remembers the Reckonings," Lin Yue said, following the thread out loud, watching it hold. "Why he can read the ledger when nothing else in this school can be read twice the same way. Why he presides over the ritual instead of just attending it." He paused. "The academy recognizes his authority because part of him was never absorbed enough to lose it."

Lin Xia nodded slowly. "He kept fragments no ordinary ghost keeps. His name. His purpose. Enough of himself to move through the school’s memory instead of simply being part of it."

"Then Zhou Mu wasn’t disappearing," Lin Yue said, the realization arriving with the particular quiet dread of a conclusion he didn’t want to reach and reached anyway, "when he walked through that door in Chapter 130."

Lin Xia looked at him. Something in her face had gone very careful.

"No."

A pause long enough to feel deliberate.

"He was returning."

Nobody asked her to explain that. Lin Yue watched her face and understood, without being told, that she wasn’t going to — not tonight, maybe not for a long time yet. There was a place her knowledge simply stopped, a wall she either couldn’t or wouldn’t see past, and he filed the shape of that wall carefully rather than pushing at it. Pushing too hard at a door someone was visibly afraid of rarely got you the truth. It usually just got the door shut faster.

"Returning to where?" Lu Fan asked anyway, because Lu Fan had lost two people to this school in nine days and had very little patience left for carefulness.

"I don’t know," Lin Xia said. And for the first time that evening, Lin Yue believed the limit of her knowledge was genuine, not diplomatic. "I know what he is. I don’t know where he goes when he’s not here. I’ve never followed him. I don’t think I’m allowed to."

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Su Qing had already reached for the three notebook pages before anyone suggested it, laying them side by side across the table with the brisk, methodical care of someone assembling evidence rather than reading a story. Lin Yue recognized the posture. It was the same one she’d worn cross-referencing Mo Jun’s file three weeks ago, back before either of them had understood what that particular kind of carefulness would cost her.

"Six notebooks," she said, half to the room, half to herself. "We’ve treated them like six separate clues this whole time. Six different puzzle pieces scattered around campus." She looked up. "They’re not. They’re six pieces of the same record."

"Go on," Lin Yue said.

Su Qing laid a finger against the first recovered page. "Fragment one references students whose names show up in attendance records despite never being present. Ghost enrollments." She moved to the second. "Fragment two describes a classroom remembered by students who never studied there — memory without a body attached to it." Her finger slid to the space where the third and fourth pages should have sat, blank gaps in the sequence. "We don’t have three and four yet. But fragment five, which we recovered two weeks ago, talks about three doors and a ledger — that’s the Reckoning, confirmed now that we’ve watched it happen." Her hand came to rest, finally, on the sixth. "And fragment six is the one line we already knew by heart. ’Two never entered.’"

She sat back.

"It’s not a set of warnings. It’s a record somebody was keeping, page by page, of exactly what this school actually is." Her eyes moved, slow and deliberate, to Lin Xia. "And you’ve had access to it this whole time."

"I helped keep it," Lin Xia said, without flinching from the accusation buried in the observation. "Not alone."

"Zhou Mu," Lin Yue said.

"Before him, others. It’s old work. Older than either of us." She touched the corner of the sixth fragment, gently, the way a person touched something they’d grieved over for a very long time. "The notebooks were never meant to be found by chance. They were meant to be found by someone who’d already earned the right question."

Lin Yue felt something shift in his chest — not surprise, exactly. Something colder and more specific than surprise. A recalibration.

"You weren’t helping us find the truth," he said slowly.

Lin Xia looked at him and didn’t look away.

"No."

A pause.

"I was helping you remember it."

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It was Su Qing who said it out loud first, though Lin Yue could tell from the stillness that had settled over her that she’d been circling the thought for a full minute before she let it land.

"Chapter 113," she said. "The library. You told us someone had borrowed a book that didn’t exist. You knew the shelf order matched a semester that hadn’t started by the wall calendar."

"Chapter 114," Lin Yue added, following her thread without needing to be asked. "You already knew the handwriting under Xin Yu’s erased chalk line wasn’t ordinary."

"Chapter 117." Su Qing’s voice had gone quiet and precise, the way it did when she was building an argument she already believed and only needed to prove out loud. "You told Lin Yue he was already on the list. Before any of us understood what the list even was."

Lin Xia didn’t try to stop them. She stood at the head of the table and let them build the case against her, or for her — Lin Yue wasn’t sure yet which it was — piece by piece, Chapter by Chapter, five weeks compressed into a handful of sentences that all pointed the same direction.

"Every shelf that mattered," Su Qing went on. "Every book that was safe to touch. Which records were dangerous to open. Which classroom memories didn’t add up. Which names made this place react." She shook her head slowly, not in disbelief, but in the specific, tired recognition of someone watching a pattern she should have caught weeks ago finally resolve. "You’ve been steering us the entire time."

"I couldn’t tell you outright," Lin Xia said. "The school listens when I speak about its own memory. It notices, differently, when I speak too plainly about myself. There’s a difference between explaining a shelf and explaining a truth, and I was never sure exactly where that line sat until I’d already crossed it once and paid for it."

"Test it," Lin Yue said.

Everyone looked at him.

"If there’s a line," he said, "find it. Ask her something specific enough to matter." He turned to Lin Xia. "Why did the ghosts start repeating a name tonight? Every haunting in the building at once."

Lin Xia answered immediately, without hesitation, the words coming easy and fast — the answer of someone standing well inside safe territory. "Because a name that’s been buried this long doesn’t surface quietly. When something this school tried to erase gets remembered strongly enough, every fragment of its collective memory responds at once. It isn’t twelve ghosts choosing to speak. It’s one memory finally finding its own voice again, in every room that still holds a piece of it."

"Whose name," Lin Yue said.

Lin Xia stopped.

Her mouth opened, and nothing came.

The room’s temperature didn’t change. No lights flickered, no shelf groaned, nothing so dramatic as that — and somehow the absence of drama made it worse, made it feel less like a haunting and more like a hand had simply, quietly, closed around her throat and waited to see if she’d try to speak past it anyway.

"I can’t," she said finally, hoarse. "Not — not that one. Not yet."

"It’s all right," Lin Yue said, before Su Qing could push further. "You don’t have to."

Lin Xia’s shoulders came down half an inch, some tension he hadn’t clocked releasing out of them. "It’s listening," she said quietly. "It’s been listening since Xin Yu. It’s always closer, after."

Lin Yue filed that too — not the mechanics of it, exactly, but the shape of the danger it implied. Lin Xia’s knowledge wasn’t the passive, ordinary knowledge of an NPC who happened to know the map. She held something closer to authority — a partial, costly claim on the school’s memory, the same kind Zhou Mu carried, earned the same impossible way. And authority like that came with a leash. He understood, watching her recover her composure by degrees, that every piece of truth she’d handed them tonight had probably cost her something none of them could see.

Shen Rui’s eyes had drifted, again, toward Ye Xian.

"You’re not surprised," he said. Flat. Almost accusing.

Ye Xian looked back at him, unbothered, the corner of his mouth curving into something that wasn’t quite a smile. "Should I be?"

"Most people would be."

"I’m not most people," Ye Xian said, and offered nothing further, which was, Lin Yue reflected, exactly the kind of answer Ye Xian always gave — technically true, deliberately unhelpful, and somehow more unsettling than a real explanation would have been.

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It was Bai Wuyin who broke the quiet that followed, though not with his voice.

Lin Yue felt him shift beside the table, sketchbook coming open on his lap with the small, private rustle of pages he’d flipped through a hundred times already. In front of the others, his hands trembled faintly as he turned to the page — a boy frightened by everything happening around him, understandably so, twelve years old in a room full of the dead and the barely-alive. That was the performance, and it was flawless, the same as it always was.

Only Lin Yue, angled close enough to see the actual page, caught the difference. Bai Wuyin’s eyes, above the visible tremor, were sharp. Steady. Cataloguing every line of the drawing against what Lin Xia had just described with the flat, unblinking attention of someone checking a fact rather than being frightened by one.

The sketch was the same one from Chapter 117 — the classroom he’d drawn without remembering drawing it, rows of desks under a slanted afternoon light that didn’t match any window angle in the academy they’d actually mapped. Lin Yue had seen it dozens of times since. He’d never noticed, until tonight, that the desk placement matched something.

"Show her," Lin Yue said quietly, meaning Lin Xia and Bai Wuyin — trembling hands, wide frightened eyes, every inch the scared child — turned the sketchbook around and slid it across the table without a word.

Lin Xia went very still.

"Where did you learn this room?" she said. It wasn’t quite a question.

"I didn’t," Bai Wuyin said, voice thin and shaking, pitched exactly the way it would sound if this were only fear. "I don’t remember drawing it."

"That’s not the same as saying you weren’t there," Lin Xia said.

"I know," Bai Wuyin whispered.

Su Qing leaned over the sketchbook, comparing it line for line against the fifth notebook fragment’s description of the three doors, and then, more slowly, against the sixth. "The desk placement," she said. "The blackboard angle. The one empty seat at the back, third row." Her breath caught, faint but audible. "This is Classroom 3-7."

"Yes," Lin Xia said.

"He’s never been inside it," Lin Yue said. "None of us have. It doesn’t appear on any map we’ve found."

"I know," Lin Xia said again, quieter this time, and there was something in her face that looked, for just a moment, almost like fear on someone else’s behalf. "Which means his sketch isn’t remembering something that happened to him." She looked at Bai Wuyin, and her voice went very careful. "It’s remembering something that hasn’t happened yet."

The room absorbed that in silence. Lin Yue watched Bai Wuyin’s frightened-child face hold perfectly steady under the weight of it, and only he was close enough to see the flicker underneath — genuine now, not performed, a real and private unease surfacing for exactly as long as it took Bai Wuyin to press it back down again.

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"The riddle," Lin Yue said, after a while, mostly to fill the silence with something they could use rather than something they’d have to sit inside of. "Let’s lay it out. All the way through."

Su Qing didn’t need to be asked twice. She’d probably had it memorized for weeks. "Eight classrooms face the rain — eight erased students, resolved in Arc One. Seven windows know your name — the Watcher’s countdown, resolved with Ning Yue. Six notebooks hide one page — this record, still incomplete. Five shadows leave no stain — the untethered shadow leading to Classroom 3-7. Four teachers teach no lesson — the fifth position Mo Jun filled. Three doors open without keys — the Reckoning. Gao Lin."

She paused before the next line, like she needed a breath before she could say it.

"Two students never entered."

"Lin Xia," Lin Yue said. "And Zhou Mu."

"Which leaves one line," Su Qing finished. "One desk has waited longest."

Nobody needed to say the room’s name out loud. It was already sitting in front of them, drawn in careful, trembling pencil, open on the table between six notebooks and a ledger none of them had asked to be shown.

"The riddle wasn’t telling us how to survive the academy," Lin Yue said slowly, the shape of it settling into place with the particular cold clarity he only ever felt when something large finally stopped being a guess.

He looked toward the sketch. Toward the one empty seat, third row, waiting.

"It was telling us where the academy remembers itself."

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Lin Xia was quiet for a moment after that. Then she straightened, and something in her manner shifted — brisk again, purposeful, a librarian with a task in front of her rather than a girl who’d just spent the last hour peeling her own history open for strangers.

"There are two more pages," she said. "Fragments three and four. I can take you to where they’ve been kept."

She led them deeper into the stacks than any of them had gone before, past shelving that grew visibly older with every row — the spines duller, the labels handwritten in a script none of them fully recognized, dates stamped along the bindings that belonged to school years the academy’s official records insisted had never occurred.

The books didn’t move while anyone was looking directly at them. Lin Yue noticed that specifically, the way he noticed most useful things — that the shelf ahead of them was subtly different each time he glanced away and back, a title relocated three inches to the left, a gap that hadn’t been there a moment before now sitting open at eye level, as if the room only rearranged itself in the brief windows when nobody watched closely enough to catch it moving.

Lin Xia stopped in front of an unremarkable section near the back wall and pulled a slim, unlabeled volume free without hesitation, like her hand had made this exact motion many times before. Behind it, set into the shelf itself, was a narrow compartment — barely wide enough for two folded pages.

She drew them out carefully.

The paper was cold. Lin Yue felt it even before he touched it, a chill radiating faintly off the pages the way it might off a window in winter, though the library around them held no draft at all. The handwriting across both fragments shifted partway through each sentence — beginning in one hand, small and careful, and finishing in another, looser and more hurried, as if the writer had been interrupted mid-thought and someone — or something — else had picked the pen back up to finish for them. The dates stamped at the top of each page belonged to school years that didn’t align with each other, let alone with the present.

One line, near the bottom of the third fragment, had been scratched out so many times the paper had nearly worn through beneath it. Lin Yue held it up to the light and still couldn’t make out what word had originally stood there.

"What do they confirm?" he asked.

Lin Xia’s eyes moved over both pages once, quickly, like she already knew every word on them and only needed to check they hadn’t changed.

"That Zhou Mu and I were both here at the very start of the Silent Semester," she said. "And that the school never finished absorbing either of us." She folded the pages carefully, the way a person folded something they intended to protect rather than simply carry. "That’s why we kept our own names. Our own choices. Enough of ourselves that we could still be asked things, instead of only observed."

"Asked," Lin Yue repeated. "Not just used as a source."

"There’s a difference," Lin Xia said, "between reading a haunted book and speaking with the person who wrote in the margin."

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They didn’t linger in the stacks. Lin Xia led them back toward the reading table in silence, the two recovered fragments held against her chest the same way Bai Wuyin held his sketchbook, and by the time they resettled into their chairs the library felt, for the first time all night, almost still. Almost safe.

Lin Yue understood, distantly, that this was probably the most dangerous kind of quiet — the kind that arrived right before something changed.

"For the first time," Su Qing said, low, mostly to herself, "I feel like we’re actually close to understanding this place."

"We are," Lin Xia said. "Closer than any group I’ve stood beside in a long time."

Something in the way she said it — a long time, a phrase that implied more instances of this than any of them wanted to think too hard about — settled uneasily over the table. Nobody pressed it. There wasn’t room left, tonight, for one more truth that size.

It was Lin Yue who noticed first, because he was watching Lin Xia’s face and not the room around her — noticed the exact moment her eyes stopped resting on him and slid, instead, to a point just past his shoulder.

Her expression didn’t change quickly. That was what made it worse. It shifted the way ice shifted, slow and total, until the girl who had spent the last hour explaining her own grief with careful, deliberate honesty was gone, and something colder and more still had settled into the same face.

The temperature in the library dropped. Not dramatically — nothing so obvious as breath fogging or frost creeping along the shelves. Just enough that Lin Yue felt it along the back of his neck, the specific, wrong sense of a room that had, without any sound announcing it, become occupied.

Bai Wuyin’s sketchbook slipped an inch in his grip. His public face — pale, frightened, twelve years old and entirely out of his depth — came back on so fast and so completely that for a moment even Lin Yue, sitting close enough to know better, nearly believed it.

Shen Rui turned first, chair scraping.

Su Qing’s hand moved, quick and instinctive, toward the notebook page nearest her, as if the paper itself might be worth defending.

Lin Yue turned last, because some part of him had already understood, before he saw it, exactly what he was about to find.

Behind Lin Xia, close enough that he must have been standing there for several seconds without any of them noticing, was Zhou Mu.

He hadn’t been in the room a moment ago. There had been no door opening, no footsteps, no shift of light to announce him — he was simply there now, the way weather changed, the way a held breath eventually had to be let go.

His uniform was neat. Unstained. His expression was calm, composed, exactly as it had been every single day since Chapter 112 — the perfect student, unhurried, unbothered, standing where the plot needed him to stand. There was no wound. No sign that a corridor had swallowed him whole three Chapters ago. No indication, in his face or his posture, that any time at all had passed since the moment he’d walked calmly through his own named door and vanished.

He looked at Lin Xia first.

Not at Lin Yue. Not at the players gathered around the table, not at the six notebooks, not at the two recovered pages still folded against her chest. Only at her.

The silence between them held something none of the players could name — not fear, not surprise, but the particular weight of two people who had been waiting for each other across a distance too long to measure in ordinary time.

Lin Xia’s expression changed, finally, from ice to something else entirely.

Not fear.

Recognition.

Zhou Mu’s eyes moved, slowly, from her face down to the table — to the six fragments, to the folded pages in her hands, to the sketch of Classroom 3-7 still lying open where Bai Wuyin had left it.

He smiled. Faint. Unhurried. Exactly like a boy pleased to find his classmates had finally caught up with the lesson.

"It’s time," he said, "to finish the lesson."

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