400 of us went to Crewe in August, and it felt like an army. 2,000 came to this one, and the whole country was watching.
Raj ran the away travel. It was his first real job with the badge on his coat.
"40 coaches," he told me at 6 in the morning, in the Marsh Road car park, a clipboard in one hand and a radio in the other.
"40 coaches out of a town that owns about 40 coaches. Coach 12 is the Bovril End regulars, Ted’s on that one, somebody mind him on the steps. Coach 31 is the sponsors and the good biscuits."
"You have thought of everything."
"I have thought of nothing else for 3 weeks, boss. Get on. You are up front with me."
We came up the motorway in the dark, 40 coaches in a line with the amber scarves out of the windows. Somewhere past Sheffield the sun came up, and the singing started on Raj’s radio and passed down the whole line of coaches like a fire being lit.
"WE’RE THE FAMOUS TILBROOK TOWN, AND WE’RE OFF TO ELLAND ROAD."
Ted Cutler’s voice came through the radio from Coach 12, cracked and 79 years old and louder than the engine. "Tell him, Raj. Tell the boss. I have waited for this since 1974 and I am not dead yet."
"He is not dead yet, boss," Raj said.
"I heard him."
"He will be no bother. I have put a flask and a blanket on his seat and told his driver to lose him if he tries to walk up to the front."
"You have looked after them all."
"That is the job you gave me. Best one I have ever had." He ticked a coach off his list. "Do not tell the cab I said so."
The stadium came up out of the grey like a cliff face. The lads on the coach went quiet looking at it. It is bigger than anything a town like ours will ever build, and it is made to make you feel exactly the size it made us feel.
Our 2,000 filed into one corner of it. Priya stood beside me in the away directors’ seats with the team sheet in her hand and her commercial brain doing sums.
"Their 11 cost 20 times ours," she said. "I did the maths on the coach. Their substitutes’ bench cost more than our whole squad."
"Then it is a good thing the table does not ask what a team cost."
"The television asked. 3 of them wanted you before kickoff. I told them after."
"Good."
"You are shaking, Sam."
"I know I am."
I will tell you where I last watched this club, in the life not one of these 2,000 knows I lived.
I watched it die on a laptop. On my own, in a rented room, hitting refresh on a webpage while the club that made me went under for the last time. 4 divisions below this one. In front of nobody.
That is the thing I carry into a place like this. Not the winning. The laptop. And now 2,000 of my town in a corner of Elland Road, on the television, alive.
Maureen sat on my other side and did not look at the pitch. She looked at me.
"You don’t know if we win, do you," she said. "You always know. You don’t this time."
"I don’t know a thing, Maureen. First time in 2 years."
"Good." She faced the front. "Then it counts."
Peep. And Elland Road came down on us like a roof falling in. 28,000 of them in the same second, the old anthem, "MARCH-ING ON TO-GETH-ER," rolling round 3 sides of the ground.
For 15 minutes they laid siege to us. Bigger, quicker in the pass, sharper in the head. Braithwaite flung himself across his goal twice in the first 10 minutes to keep us level.
"He is 19," Priya said, both hands at her mouth. "He came out of our own youth team. He is a child."
"I am looking at him."
"Their crowd is going to get the goal, Sam."
"Watch."
And then, against all of it, we scored.
Rowe hooked away a clearance that should have gone out and stayed in. Gray was onto it before their back 4 turned their enormous heads. He ran 60 yards. I have never seen a defence that cost that much money look that slow.
The last man committed, and the instant he did, Gray rolled it square, and Gayle was already standing exactly where the ball was going to arrive.
RRP. 0-1. To Tilbrook. At Elland Road.
Maureen was on her feet. Maureen, who has not stood for a goal in 30 years, was on her feet with both hands pressed over her mouth.
"That is a goal," she said, to nobody. "That is an actual goal. At Leeds."
And our corner went up like a struck match in a coal mine. 2,000 of us, the only sound left in the whole of Yorkshire.
Ted Cutler stood up on the plastic seat he had sworn blind he would not sit in, 79 years old, and he started it himself.
"IS THIS A LI-BRA-RY? IS THIS A LI-BRA-RY?"
And 2,000 followed an old man who had waited his whole life to sing that song, in a ground that size, at a giant he had gone and silenced.
A goal down at home to a pub team, on the television, made them frantic.
"Good," Sadler said on the touchline, loud enough that it carried up to the box. "Let them be frantic. Stay in your shape and make them run."
They came at us in waves, the full 28,000 shoving them on. "LEEDS, LEEDS, LEEDS," barked short and hard. Every wave broke on us, and our corner answered every one. "YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO BE AT HOME, YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO BE AT HOME."
Braithwaite caught crosses off the top of men a head taller than him and held every one of them. Harker threw his body where a body is not built to go, got up, and threw it in front of the next thing.
"I cannot watch this," Priya said, watching every second of it.
"You can. You have to. Look at them. Look at what you paid for."
"I did not pay for this," Priya said. "You cannot pay for this. This is the part that is not for sale."
"No. This is the part we grew."
Murat had shut the kiosk for the first Saturday in living memory and come north on Coach 40. He stood the whole 90 minutes and never once thought about a pie, and every clearance our 2,000 met with a roar you would swear came out of 20,000 throats.
Half-time came, 0-1. I could not feel my own hands.
"45 minutes," Maureen said. "We are 45 minutes from the front page of every paper in England."
"Do not say it out loud."
"I am the finance officer, Sam. Saying frightening numbers out loud is the whole of my job." She put her hand flat on my arm. "Sit down. You are making the Leeds directors nervous, and I want them nervous for reasons of my own."
"What reasons?"
"Margaret costed a replay, if we draw. Another 28,000 here, another television night, another cheque for the stand." She folded her hands in her lap.
"I would like us to win, Sam, with all my heart. But I have made my peace with 90 more minutes of this, if the Lord and Craig Sadler see fit to give me them."
"You have changed, Maureen. You used to hate giving up a Saturday."
"I used to hate losing money on a Saturday. This is the first one in 30 years I have watched the football and not the till."
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