Living the Role

Chapter 31: Feeling it — 18+

"Ronan..."

He heard it clearly this time, low as her voice was, and it took him off guard. Being taken off guard was what sobered him. The system was still holding its offer out in front of him and he wanted it, he wanted every part of it, and none of that counted for anything against staying professional with the camera running.

Then he caught up to what the two of them had done. They’d gotten so far ahead of themselves in the scene that nobody had put the deflated Pilates ball in. He got his weight onto his hands, lifted one of them off the straw, and broke the scene.

If he took the offer with no ball in place, there was nothing between them at all. They’d be grinding against each other for real, which was unprofessional by any standard the industry had, and it wouldn’t only look like they were doing it. They’d be doing it.

He might be about to feel the whole thing for real. That didn’t mean he was going to let his co-star feel any part of him.

"Can we hold a second?" He was already lifting off her, and his voice came out steadier than he’d expected. "Sorry, that one’s on me, we got ahead of ourselves. We never put the Pilates ball in, and I’d rather not go another foot without it, so if somebody can bring it we’ll pick up wherever you want us."

That surprised the room, and the crew most of all. What was lying in front of Ronan wasn’t an easy thing to stop for, and most actors handed an off-script moment with Jane Kingsley would have taken it and kept going.

Henry chuckled to himself behind the camera.

’Unbelievable, this kid. All of that in front of him and he’s the one asking for the barrier. Unbelievable.’

Jane stayed where she was in the straw, ashamed that it hadn’t been her who thought of it.

One of the crew came in with the ball, flattened down to almost nothing, and worked it into the space between them. Ronan let his weight back down onto it. It gave, and it held.

"Thank you," she said.

He looked surprised at being thanked for it. "It’s just industry standards. And half of it’s on me anyway, I’m the one who came at you off script, so if either of us was going to apologize it should’ve been the other way round."

"Am I a bit unprofessional?" She’d gone pink saying it.

He smiled. "Only for a moment."

Her heart went harder at that. The moment was broken and the whole thing had to start over, but when it did she went under easily, and the ease came out of how comfortable she was with him.

Ronan was already immersed when he spoke, his face just in front of hers, his voice low.

"My tobacco. Are you sure about this?"

"I am." She was still flushed, and she gave him the rest as Rose. "Do not worry yourself. I will be your tobacco. Smoke me down to the end of it, if that is what it takes."

The panel was still over her shoulder, waiting.

He answered it. Not out loud, and not in words, but the system took it off him anyway.

[Sensory rendering: active.]

He smiled, then let the thick, throbbing head of his cock settle flush against her. Through the [Full-Immersion], he felt the soft, yielding give of her lower lips—already slick, swollen, and parted—as he ground forward the barest fraction.

The blunt tip kissed and nudged at her entrance, dragging slowly through her wetness, teasing the tight little opening of her aroused pussy without yet pushing inside.

None of that reached her body. There was the thong and the flattened Pilates ball between them, and the ball took everything he did and passed none of it on. What she got came through the system instead.

It didn’t seem to matter to her which one it was. What came out of her was low and unshaped, nothing she’d have chosen to put there.

"Oh..."

He couldn’t help the way his cock thickened further, swelling harder and longer than it had any right to, pulsing hot and heavy against the strained fabric of the modesty pouch until every throb felt dangerously close to breaking free.

[Host physical state exceeds garment tolerance.]

[Modesty pouch: containment failing.]

He let the breath out through his teeth, and then he found the nerve. He adjusted with deliberate care, aligning the swollen head of his cock precisely with the center of her entrance in the [Full-Immersion].

Then, slowly, inexorably, he pressed forward. His eyes widened at the sudden, overwhelming realism—the hot, silken flesh parting and wrapping tightly around him, slick and clenching, drawing him deeper with every controlled inch.

He couldn’t stop himself. A low, involuntary sound escaped him as he pushed further, sinking into that tight, living heat until he was fully buried, every throbbing inch of his cock sheathed to the hilt inside her.

Jane had no access to [Full-Immersion] the way he did, so none of it landed on her the way it landed on him. But she was at a hundred percent conviction threshold, and at a hundred percent, faint still counted for something.

Faint was enough. Her eyes went wide and the sound was out of her before she could stop it.

"Ah!"

Her toes pulled straight and stayed that way.

Ronan was sweating through it already.

He was Elijah right now, and Elijah was twenty-seven and had been a soldier stationed halfway around the world, with everything those years had put in him. Those memories sat in Ronan’s head as plainly as anything he’d done himself. A woman under him was nothing new to the man he was being, so he took it the way Elijah would have, and made nothing of it.

If he’d been feeling it as Ronan, he’d have had no words for any of it. He was a virgin. Sex rendered out in full inside [Full-Immersion] wasn’t something he’d have let himself imagine on his worst night.

"You alright?" His mouth was at her ear. "Tell me if you’re not, Rose. I’m not taking you anywhere you don’t want to go."

"I am—" It came out of Jane before Rose could get hold of it, and she caught herself and put the accent back on. "I am well. Go on."

She was well. That was the strange part.

Every scene like this in her whole career had been weight from the outside and nothing else, and this was still mostly that. Only somewhere under the weight there was something small going through her, low and warm and nowhere near where his body actually was, and it was better than anything she had ever done for herself.

’How is this possible? How am I feeling him like this? Is this me? Am I so far gone on him that I’m making it up myself?’

She couldn’t answer herself. She hated intimate scenes, she had hated them her entire career, and she was happier lying here under Ronan Mercer than she had any right to be.

"Then I’m going to move, my tobacco. Hold onto me."

With that, he drew his hips back just enough to feel the thick head of his cock slip free of her clinging heat—then drove forward in one deep, decisive thrust, burying himself to the hilt inside her in a single stroke.

"Oh god—ah!"

She had never made a sound like that on a set, and she hadn’t decided to make this one. It was out of her before she knew it was coming.

As for Ronan, the sensation was immediate and overwhelming. Her inner walls clenched and fluttered around him, hot and slick and impossibly tight, molding to every ridge and vein of his cock as if made for it.

The pleasure hit so hard it stole his breath. He began to move—slow at first, then surer—pulling almost all the way out before sinking back in, each stroke longer, deeper, wetter than the last.

Pulled. Pushed.

Pulled. Pushed.

"Nngh... ah!"

That steady, relentless rhythm became pure ecstasy. Every drag of her silken heat along his length, every wet slap of skin against skin, every soft, involuntary clench of her body around him sent another wave of pleasure rolling through him until thought itself scattered.

He was lost in the feel of her—buried, surrounded, claimed by the living heat of her body.

Their mouths found each other between thrusts. Open, hungry kisses that broke only when a moan slipped free—hers soft and startled, his low and rough against her lips.

Both of them were deep enough in the scene to feel like they were really doing it, and he was the only one of the two for whom that was more than a feeling, because the system was delivering the act to him whole.

None of it was happening on the barn floor. They were two actors moving through the shape they had rehearsed, and the deflated Pilates ball flattened between their hips took the whole of that movement and gave back just enough of it to make the rhythm read.

The crew stood watching and would rather not have been. A sex scene makes a room uncomfortable however well everyone in it knows how the thing is put together, and this lot had worked enough of them to have stopped minding years ago. Not tonight.

Henry Hill had shot more of these than anybody else in the barn, so if one man there should have been able to stand and see two actors on a floor, it was him. He couldn’t. It didn’t play as a scene he was directing so much as something he had walked in on.

’Just incredible. How the heck are the two of them pulling this off? Jane I can understand. She’s only three years in but she’s done this kind of work before, she did «Futility» with her clothes off and that’s the film that made her, so she knows exactly what she’s doing here. But the boy is better than her. He’s better than Jane Kingsley at this and he’s never been near a woman in his life, you can tell that from across a room. And I’m standing here believing every second of it.’

The kid had been doing this to him from the beginning. Henry would decide what he couldn’t manage yet, and he’d manage it, and Henry would move the line again.

He had expected the sex scene to be the one that finally stopped him. It hadn’t slowed him down at all.

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