Lord Shadow

Chapter 2100: Emotions And Feelings

Even in the Three Thousand worlds it took quite some time before the monsters and beast and other races to have their own method of refining and purifying the energy of the world

And Earth itself would have more and more "pollution" in the heaven and earth energy

This is something that could not be stopped. The more people there is, the more the energy would be changed by it

But pureness alone does not mean it would be good. The more diversity to the energy, the more path one could reach and the more one could innovate.

Pure energy is good for destructive and creation power. But because it is pure, some people could not practice certain method

Being "polluted" in energy is not the same as the context of polluting that most people in this world understood.

Everyone knows polluting rivers and the sea is not good. But the context of "polluting" energy is different

This energy that is between heaven and earth, between the skies and the heavens, between the stars and the planets and the suns and everything around it is energy that is strengthened the more it is "polluted"

Azief himself did not know what is the right answer.

"take it as we go" Then Azief once again mobilize his Divine Sense and his Divine Sense spreads out even further and deeper.

And his Divine Sense has now go past Pandemonium

It expanded to the island and continents other than Pandemonium

And as his Divine Sens expanded, the more he could see and he could see all kinds of monsters and huge exotic beast everywhere. Only now that he had a certain understanding of these beats and monsters, some of their puzzling behaviour right now is understood by him

"They are fighting for the chance to ascend. The strong survive and become stronger and smarter and they are developing their intelligence" he thought to himself.

This desire to ascend is like an instinct and not some coccineous decision. Only when they have intelligence that this instil become a want instead of a need

He could see now that these monsters and beasts are fighting for the Heaven and Earth energy and they fought for immortal and celestial fruits and all kinds of treasures that are born because of the heaven and earth energy

He sees death.

He sees life.

For people.

For beast.

For monster.

He sees joy.

Sorrow.

Happiness and sadness.

All of it is the fabric of life.

He saw people doing bad things for the right reason and be corrupted by it and some people who do good thing but have bad outcomes.

There is many right answer and there is also many wrong answer.

And humans are limited.

And they are weak. They are pathetic.

But they could learn. Azief once had a very less forgiving nature. It is easy to hold grudges actually then to forgive

Because many people see forgiveness as weakness.

They thought that it is a weakness of character to be able to forgive.

Some people fear that forgiving an enemy would bring calamity.

But to be able to forgive is a sign of power of own heart. What other people do with that is their business.

It did not denigrate that act itself and the strength of the heart doing it

Those who could forgive are those who makes mistakes. They know humans are weak. Limited. Pathetic.

and because of that they make mistake. But they could learn....if they are given the chance. It is only when forgiveness is given without restraint, that forgiveness become indulgence.

Azief himself make mistakes. And as he sees more people, good people trying to do good things but limited by the times and circumstances of the era, that he understood, that forgiveness ifs one of the greatest virtue of the human heart.

Azief had learned to forgive.

Because he himself is a flawed being. Others might not know but how could he himself did not know

It is because of that when he sees the conflict between Wang Jian and Sasha, he has a forgiving heart.

He had seen the seed of this conflict sowed decades before this conflict even begins

In the past, he would simply let it be and let things fall when it should.

But he had also learned if he could change things and influence thing, it did not mean he is going against destiny

His decision shaped that destiny. So, he had been preparing

And now, when all of the deaths and all of the despair had been inflicted when all of the people in this war had felt that this war is pointless and knows that they themselves had backed themselves into a desperate corner, he would be there to clean it up

After all, he is their superior. If he did not clean-up for his subordinate who would? And when both of them prostrate before him, he would forgive.

Things after all did not yet reach a point of no return.

Seeing the mortality of mortals and all living beings, it is like he is refining his own heart, like he is a blacksmith that is hammering his own heart. Making it pliable, yet stronger and harder.

How does one refined the heart? See the world, see what the world wanted to show, and experience life.

Understand the sorrow of aging, the fear of death, feel the emotional attachment of happiness, anger sorrows and joy.

If he is born immortal, then he could not understand these feelings. But before he was what he is today, he was one of these people in the world

Someone who could do anything and did not mean anything

At least that is what he thought in the past. But as he had seen many things, what he thought was the truth is the past is not really the truth

When you see fate and destiny, no one is really useless and worthless. Everyone have a choice. Some choices are made for them.

But there is always chances.

A slight chance of one to be able to see through things and made a choice for themselves

Hence, all of the great thinkers and all of the great ideologies and religions in the Omniverse all at one point in their teaching told people to read

To learn

Because by learning one would be able to make choices. If you do not know whether your choice sis good and bad, then that means you did not learn enough

Learn from books, learn from your life, learn from other people life. Because the most important test in the entire mortal life is not on paper.

It is on how they conduct themselves

Azief had seen some people who imprisoned other people whether physically or mentally and try to take a person self-will of determination.

Azief would like a positive spin to it but most of the time they succeeded.

For a child born in a box, how could they make choices when their choices are already made for them

But while those child and those kids could not make the choices, he could. And with one waves of his hand, he could free such child

That is choice. Whether he wanted to let it pass or not. If it happens in front of his eyes and in places he could see, he would interfere.

He would give those people chances....chances to learn and make a choice for themselves.

As he is thinking of all of this, he felt all of his emotional attachment. Happiness, anger sorrows and joy are all rising up deep inside of him

These feeling are all inside of him. But sometimes it is supressed.

In his journey, how many lives and death he had seen.

He had seen it enough to understand the frailty of life.

This changes him and it changes a weak person to a strong and cold person.

It made him always adopt an expressionless face expression.

And the few times he had an expression it is to deceive people who uses his expression as a marker of his feelings

All of these experience sowed a seed of strong will inside him, determination to live and with it the strong desire to survive.

And in his journey, he had seen countless fight and wars. Some are wars and fight he had seen; some are wars and fight that he fought in.

Death could be seen everywhere.

Whether it is on earth, whether it is on some distant parallel universe or another star system, death is everywhere. In the past, he would think that this is all there is to it.

Death and entropy.

That is the only thing that exist.

But he is human.

And human makes mistake.

But they could learn from it.

And he had learn death is not the only thing that exist.

It is only one part of that equation.

There is also life. Wherever there is death, it almost means that there is life.

It is like a different side of the coin.

If you only see the deaths and not the life, then you have strayed.

Which is why those who have no feeling and incapable of introspection, and empathy would never reach the highest state of Sovereign

It did not mean you have to be kind and a saint.

But you have to be able to empathize.

Only those with strong feelings could reach that position.

These feelings could nurture a world and also could lead them astray

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