"Enough with the threats! Connect her, now!"

Cold. A new, bone-chilling cold spread beneath my back.

Someone hastily, almost violently, ripped away my clothes; the sound of tearing paper sheets joined the sharp, metallic snap of medical shears. The icy bite of rubbing alcohol burned across my stomach and chest, making my soul recoil even if my paralyzed body couldn’t move a muscle.

I was exposed. Vulnerable. A lab animal pinned to an operating table, waiting to be carved open with zero power to stop it. I was so hideously cold that my internal organs felt like they were freezing into solid blocks of ice.

My bones ached from the bitter chill, though I was past the point of shivering—my muscles simply refused to obey.

"Blood pressure is dropping! We can’t put her under! She’s bleeding from her nose now..."

Their voices receded, turning flat and tinny like an old radio fading into static—an echo rattling down a long, pitch-black shaft. I was plunging deeper and deeper into the dark, where soon nothing would remain.

I tried to speak. To tell them. Just one word so they would understand, so they would warm me—because beyond this cold, nothing else existed. I wanted the nightmare to end, even though I knew the truth. It wouldn’t end.

Because I was dying.

"C... c..."

Only a wet, gurgling rasp escaped my lips—a repulsive, choking sound as something warm trickled down my chin. Blood, most likely, filling my mouth with that familiar metallic bitterness once more.

"Cold..."

And then... something happened. Something massive. Burning hot—like a searing iron pressed against my frozen skin.

A hand engulfed my ice-cold, lifeless fingers, squeezing with such fierce intensity that the heat bled through my veins.

My fading consciousness was pierced by a blinding flash of clarity—a painful, brilliant spark, as if someone had thrown open a window in a pitch-black room. And I saw it.

My hand... Was that really mine?

Pale, waxy, and webbed with bluish veins that stood out against the skin like hairline fractures in old porcelain. And on the wrist—the mark. A rose. A crimson rose... surrounding the skin like ink blots were streaks of dark, dried blood. My blood. There was so much of it that I couldn’t comprehend how I was still alive.

And his hand. But... who was he?

His grip squeezed mine as though he weren’t trying to hold on, but rather crush me back into existence—force me to stay. Large, with long fingers and prominent knuckles turned white under the strain.

His skin was tanned, scarred with thin white lines... a map of his brutal world, where every scar was a story I didn’t know. Around his wrist wrapped a broad leather band—worn, dark, secured with a dull metal clasp. It felt familiar, as if I had seen it somewhere before, though I couldn’t remember where. His hand was smeared with blood, too. Mine? Or someone else’s?

It felt like a foreign force—alive, furious, anchoring itself to a fading corpse. The contrast was terrifying. His life against my death.

His other hand brushed roughly, almost carelessly, across my face, smearing tears, sweat, and blood into a single stinging streak. I squeezed my eyes shut—even that touch hurt too much. In the darkness behind my eyelids, only that horrific image remained: his blood-stained hand wearing the leather band, crushing my bloody hand and its cursed mark.

I didn’t understand what it meant. But I knew it was everything.

"They’re going to save you..."

His voice tore through my consciousness like scorching gravel, leaving black, charred tracks in its wake. Deep and raspy, it sounded as if he were suffocating too, even though his chest rose and fell normally.

"Quiet now. They’re going to help you... Baby... Jane?"

And in that fleeting second, through the heavy veil of my drooping eyelashes, I saw it.

The mark on my wrist—the very skin he was gripping with such desperate strength—suddenly darkened. It didn’t just fade. It blackened, as if branded by red-hot iron or eroded by acid, charring the flesh into dead, decaying tissue.

From the outer edges of the intricate floral pattern, razor-thin, spiderweb-like fractures began to crawl—pitch-black and bottomless, as if the skin underneath were crumbling to dust. I stared, paralyzed, unable to avert my eyes from the impossible.

The mark... it was burning away. Right before my eyes, agonizingly slow, it turned to ash. Can flowers burn? I suppose they can... because this flower is burning right now.

Underneath the worn leather cuff bound around his wrist, a thin wisp of faint smoke began to curl into the air. It wasn’t bursting into flame, but smoldering slowly, releasing the pungent, sharp stench of singed leather and flesh.

"...It’s too late to save her..."

The doctor’s voice drifted in from impossibly far away, echoing hollowly as if delivered from another realm entirely.

"Her vitals are critical. One more shock and her heart will literally burst."

The frantic shouting grew fainter and fainter, as though I were sinking beneath deep, dark waters—plunging down, down, down into a silent abyss where sound could no longer reach me.

Suddenly, his fingers went rigid around my wrist. He wasn’t just holding on—he dug his grip into the blackened, fracturing bond mark with such terrifying force that I heard the faint crackle of bone. I would have screamed if I could, but my throat yielded only a pathetic, wet gurgle.

"Sir! Step back, she’s a convicted criminal, maybe it’s for the best that you—!"

His gaze remained locked on my wrist.

Who was he? Why couldn’t I make out his face?

He stared at the mark—the sacred mate-bond that once meant everything—as it disintegrated to ash against his palm, scattering into nothingness as if it had never existed.

In his stunned paralysis, beneath the silent, frozen fury etched into his features, lay something far deeper than mere rage. It was utter disbelief. A primal, horrifying realization of something that should have been impossible, yet was unfolding right before his eyes. And still, my mind couldn’t piece it together, even as every dying instinct within me screamed: You know him! You know who he is, remember!

My mind went completely hollow. Nothing remained except the fading rush of my own blood—a slow, rhythmic tide washing me further and further from the shore.

But I didn’t care anymore. I couldn’t hear his guttural roar; I couldn’t see the guards charging forward or feel his grip being forcibly torn away from me as they hauled him back. I allowed my eyelids to shut and, for the first time in days, pulled in a breath without agony.

Light. Weightless. Free.

As though a crushing lead slab had finally been lifted from my chest, letting air flood in—even if I knew what it truly meant. It didn’t mean I was healing. It meant I was dying.

Then came silence. Deafening and heavy, like the stillness of a grave where nothing echoes save for a heart slowing down... down... down...

And within that void, nothing lingered except the bitter smell of charred flesh and the quiet, cold drift of ash—the remains of a bond that once was, now dissolved into nothing.

It struck me how strange it was to die like this: pinned beneath harsh hospital lights, surrounded by strangers who didn’t care. I had always believed I would die somewhere else.

Perhaps somewhere beautiful. Perhaps completely alone. But not like this—not with this bitter taste of copper on my tongue, and not with the sickening realization that I was simply being discarded like a broken toy.

I tried to summon one good memory. Just a single moment when I had felt truly safe, when I had been genuinely happy, but my mind yielded only a hollow void.

Darkness crept in, swallowing every recollection and drowning every thought, leaving behind only this bleak reality—the freezing chill, the agony, and the sharp stench of ash.

And his hand, still heavy upon mine.

Why couldn’t I remember him?

Why did that worn leather cuff feel so intensely familiar, as if I had traced its edges a thousand times, yet couldn’t piece the puzzle together?

My fading mind refused to cooperate, slipping further into the dark, and a faint flicker of frustration stirred within me. It mattered—I knew it mattered—yet I no longer had the strength to hold onto the thought.

Perhaps in another life, I would have remembered.

Perhaps in another life, I would have finally understood who he was to me.

But now, all I wanted was to sleep.

I was just so terribly tired.

At long last, I would finally get to rest. I could surrender to the darkness wrapping around me—holding me tighter, gentler, like a mother lulling her child to sleep.

A strange sense of serenity washed over me, completely devoid of pain.

And in that final fraction of a second, just before I dissolved into absolute nothingness, I felt it: his hand tightening around mine once more, refusing to let me go.

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