My dao to eternity

My Dao to Eternity

Chapter 72: Mending What Broke

The Wen steward returned to the shop some weeks later, past the season the original commission had promised, and Li Fan understood, watching Old Mu greet the man at the door with none of his usual dry ease, that the old man had spent the intervening weeks dreading this conversation as much as he'd dreaded it himself.

The steward was younger than Li Fan expected, brisk in the particular way of a man who managed another household's affairs rather than his own, and he looked over the second set of panels — finished now, four cranes in flight, wings tapering into points sharp enough to look as though the wood itself had only just remembered how to fly — with the same unhurried scrutiny Old Mu himself might have given them.

"Later than promised," the steward said, running a thumb along one wing's leading edge the way Old Mu had once run his own thumb along the ruined groove.

"Later than promised," Old Mu agreed, offering no excuse to soften the admission. "The delay was mine to answer for. The work in front of you is not lesser for the wait."

The steward studied the panels a long while longer, and Li Fan stood beside Old Mu without speaking, letting the silence stretch the way he'd learned silence sometimes needed to stretch before it settled into something either man could work with.

"They'll do," the steward said finally, and the coin changed hands with none of the ceremony the moment might have carried in a story built for drama rather than for the plain, unglamorous truth of two craftsmen's reputations settling back into place.

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Old Mu said nothing about it once the steward had gone, turning back to his own bench the same way he'd turned back to it after inspecting the ruined panel months before. But something in the set of his shoulders had eased further than it had in weeks, and Li Fan noticed it the way he noticed most things now, without needing it named aloud to understand its weight.

He waited three more days before he asked the question he'd carried, unspoken, since that very first month in this shop.

"You said, once, that you'd tell me the rest when I'd earned it." Li Fan kept his own hands busy with an offcut as he said it, the same sideways approach Old Mu himself favored, giving the old man room to decline without either of them needing to name the decline directly. "I'm not asking because I think I've earned anything tonight. I'm asking because I'd like to understand you better than I do."

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Old Mu didn't answer right away. He set his own chisel down, slower than usual, and for a long while the only sound in the shop was the evening traffic passing outside its open front — a cart's wheels, a distant vendor calling the last of his wares before closing for the night.

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"I had an apprentice once," Old Mu said finally, his voice carrying none of its usual dry certainty. "Before you. Long before you. A boy from a mortal family two streets over, quick hands, quicker mind, the kind of talent that comes along once in a craftsman's whole working life if he's fortunate." He picked the chisel back up, though he didn't return to the wood, turning it slowly between his fingers instead. "I gave him what I never gave anyone else. My own name on his work, same as I gave you. My own trust, which I've always spent slower than most men spend theirs."

He was quiet a long moment, and Li Fan said nothing, letting the silence carry whatever weight it needed to carry.

"He robbed me," Old Mu said, plainly, no drama dressing the words. "Waited until I trusted him enough to leave the shop in his hands for a season while I traveled north for supplies. Sold what he could carry, took what coin the strongbox held, and was gone before I returned. I never learned where. I never looked especially hard to find out." His hands stilled on the chisel. "The trade recovered. Trades always recover, given enough patient years. What took longer to recover was trusting the next quick-handed stranger who walked through that door asking to learn."

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Li Fan set his own offcut down, and let the confession sit between them a while before he spoke again. "That's why the commission meant what it meant."

"That's why," Old Mu agreed. "I'd sworn, after that boy, that I'd never again put my own name behind another man's hand. I broke that oath for you, and when the wood came back wrong, some old part of me heard the same lesson repeating itself, however differently the two of you actually failed me." He looked at Li Fan properly then, something tired and plain in the look. "You didn't rob me. I understood that even at the time, once the anger had cooled enough to think clearly. But understanding a thing and trusting it again aren't the same work, and I needed the weeks between to do the second kind properly."

"I understand," Li Fan said, and meant it the same unhurried way he meant most things.

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"There was a second one, after," Old Mu added, quieter still, the words coming harder now than the first confession had. "Years later. A girl, this time, talented enough in her own right, though never quite what the boy had been. She didn't rob me. She simply left, the way young people sometimes leave a small trade for a larger one the moment a better offer finds them, and I don't fault her for it, not truly. But I'd let myself hope again by then, foolishly, and the leaving cost more than the season's lost work ever did." He set the chisel down at last, done with the subject the way a man is done once he's said as much as he means to say in a single evening. "That's the whole of it. Not a story built for telling twice. Only the plain shape of why an old carver stopped taking students, until a rootless physician's assistant proved more patient than either of the two who came before him."

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Neither of them spoke further that evening, the shop settling back into its ordinary quiet, chisels moving through their separate work the same unhurried way they always had. But something between them had shifted, plainly enough that Li Fan felt it without needing it named — not full trust returned all at once, the way a story built for easy comfort might have handed it back to him. Something closer to a door left open rather than merely unlocked, the difference resting now on how carefully Li Fan chose to walk through it in all the ordinary days still ahead of him.

He picked his own chisel back up, and let the evening's grain fill the space where the question used to sit.

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