Sexx, Secrets and Orgasms

Evan’s POV

"Aren’t you going to yell or scream about this?"

"What good is it going to do?"

"I don’t know. Just talk to me or something. The silence is maddening. Please Cad. Yes I fucked her but when I fell in love with you, I called it off. I promise I have never loved her only you."

"Evan, you should have never slept with her. It doesn’t matter if you say emotions are never involved because they are. I know from experience. As much as you want to tell yourself that, women are different. We thrive off emotions. A piece of oneself is taken every time you share yourself with another. I understand that. In her mind and heart she loves you. Because every time you two were together she took a piece of you and held it dear to her."

Maybe she was right. She came closer to me. She placed her hands on each side of my face.

"I love you Evan. I have never said the words out loud to any other man I have been with. You now have my heart, my body and soul, but I’m not going to lie to you, I gave a piece of myself to every man I have been with. I want to be honest with you Evan. By me doing that, it opened me up to love you. So I can’t be mad at her or Yaz for loving you. What I am mad about is how they played games."

She made perfect sense. I never thought of it in that way.

"Do you honestly love me, Evan?"

"With all my heart," I said glazing in her eyes.

She held out her hand. "Then come show me."

I grabbed her hand and she lead me to the bedroom. I saw her gun on the hall table and I wanted to ask her where it came from, but I was distracted by her appearance. She was still wearing my long white dress shirt but she was taking off the leggings.

"I only love you and never doubt that. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you. I should have, but it’s been seven months. I never knew she would flip out like that. I was single and lonely and having her eased some of the lonely nights. I swear I never loved her and I’m not sure if anybody else knew about the relationship. I would never let her harm you or our children." Somehow the confession seem to flow right out my mouth.

"Evan I know but I was ready to kick some ass. This babies have me in a no nonsense whip your ass kind of mood. Questions and the provocative answers will have to wait until I get the job done. Please tell me if there is anybody else I need to be worry about, because somebody is going to get hurt and it won’t be me?"

"No, she was the last one."

"Good. Where do you find these crazy ass girls?" Cad said laughing pulling off my t-shirt. Her hands moved over my chest and instantly my erection stirred.

"I don’t know," I said kissing her on the neck.

"You know she will be back?" She said moaning.

"I will get a restraining order later on today."

"I don’t want her near us or Kara."

"I will handle this later on."

"You better. If you touch her or give in to her, it’s your ass. Comprende’?"

"I hear you loud and clear. I didn’t see any fear in your eyes when she pulled that knife out?"

She reached behind her and pulled out the gun I saw on the hall table. I never once saw her grab it.

"Whoa! When and where did you get that?" I said backing away.

"It’s mine Evan. I bought it after my dad died. It’s for protection and I am not afraid to use it. I told you I lived in the hood so I had to protect myself and the girls. Living in the hood is not the same as living in the suburbs. You have to fight and be tough to live in the hood. I keep trying to tell ya’ll I might be girly and sweet on the outside but I can be straight hood rat if I need to be." She placed the gun inside the nightstand.

"She could have hurt you Cad or even me?"

"She wouldn’t have. I would have shot her if she tried. Call me mama bear because I would have protected what was mine."

I nodded my head. The look in her face showed me she meant ever word.

"Come here you big baby," she said with her arms stretched out. I walked over to her. She wrapped her arms around my neck.

"Am I still your baby girl?"

"Always," I said picking her up and laying her on the bed. I kissed her neck and as her moans got deeper, I unbuttoned my shirt she was wearing and kissed the middle of her chest. She wasn’t wearing a bra or underwear and her nipples were erect.

"Evan," she moaned as her back lifted off the bed. I continued to kiss her between her breasts, down her stomach until I reached the apex of her legs. I wanted her so bad, but I knew I had to be gentle as she was carrying precious cargo.

"Make love to me Evan," she whispered as her body responded to my simple touches. I kissed her in her most intimate spot and she grabbed the sheets.

Who would have known that less than twenty minutes prior, Sydney could have hurt somebody. But now, none of that existed because it was just the two of us.

I felt her first orgasm as I sucked on her bud. Her body thrashed as she pulled me up. The confidence she possessed now, was turning me on. She kissed me as she spread her legs for me. I eased into her gently as she took inch by inch. She was heaven.

I teased her as I held her tight in my arms. "Right there baby," she managed to say between our kiss.

"Just tell me how you want it. It’s all yours and don’t you forget it," I told her easing in and out of her.

"Don’t stop, baby," she said wrapping her legs around me. She hooked her ankles together at the base of my back and she gripped my shoulders as I drove deeper inside of her. Her moans echoed through the dark room as mine responded to hers.

I moaned. She moaned. We both moaned out our pleasure as we both reached our orgasms. I loved this woman without any doubt. We would grow old together and watch the sunsets until the end of our days.

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