Sexx, Secrets and Orgasms

CADENCE

When I had first arrived at the mansion, my focus was on finding her. I saw Langston and gave him a note to give to her for later. Moments later I saw her. She had looked different but not in a bad way. Langston had led her to the podium as she spoke. Langston had looked across the audience and he smiled at me and that’s when I knew he had probably given her a concoction of his.

I followed her through the crowd as men touched her only to be strongly rejected. It was exciting to see her work the crowd. When she headed to the dungeon my heart picked up. I thought she had gotten a glimpse of me and was leading me there. I gave her a chance to get down and settled. I had walked down until I saw her role playing as a teacher.

I sat in the private room and watched her. She played the role expertly and the only thing I could think about was chaining her up and giving her everything her heart desired. I could see it in her face, something was missing. I continued to watch until frat boy grabbed her from behind. She was caught off guard and I watched as she enjoyed it until she looked in my direction and became angry and yelled. I knew she couldn’t see me, but the thought of watching her had me so fucking horny I wanted her. Looking back, that man had entirely too much confidence for his own good.

I looked again and she was gone. I was startled when she walked back in with Langston and two Dominatrixes. I watched the scene unfold as she gave orders. I just knew she would give in to them, but she didn’t. Langston reached her the note and she ran out. The one called Jacob stared at her and I wanted to punch him, but I needed to get to Cad.

I had rushed to the room I reserved only to have our interlude moved. Ah, she sent me to the personal quarters. It had been nine months too long. I had seen her at the hospital with the music producer and I could see him working his way to get next to her. She was smiling at what he was saying so I left. That was the last time I saw her. Trust me, I wasn’t fooling anybody with how jealous I was getting.

If I couldn’t be with her, I would give her up so she could be happy and if it was with the music guy so be it. Yeah right, I kept telling myself.

Tonight would be the last hurrah even if I didn’t want it to end. My job had taken me away for months and I would be gone for at least another year or two. I didn’t want to take her away from school or her sisters. She had a good future ahead of her and I didn’t want to ruin it. So the only thing I could do was let her go. God, I was naive to think it was going to be that simple.

When she came to the room she had taken my breath away. No longer the woman in leather but a mature, sophisticated woman and she had my full attention. She was so fucking gorgeous that all I wanted to do was strip her down and back her against the wall and make her cum twice and fuck her until we both passed out, but that didn’t happen.

She had asked me why I was here and it caught me off guard. Her words had literally stung. I figured I was just a client so I had cut ties because I felt she had a hold on me and with time I would want more.

Then she gave her speech. Some motherfucker loved her. Then why was she here with me? Then she admitted to me I had a piece of her. Damn it! I had come to say goodbye and put an end to us, but she was backing me into a corner I never saw coming.

One last time and then I would leave, I told myself. I wouldn’t look back. When I touched her and her body still responded to my touch I just needed... fuck, what did I need? Her. I needed her. She said I owned a part of her and I would treasure the fact she let me in. Damn, why did it have to be like this? Why couldn’t I own up to my feelings? Why was there such an emotional connection? I pay her for a service, not to fuck up my head.

That kiss punched me straight in the gut. She told me everything I needed to know, but this just wasn’t the right time for us. The way her arms wrapped around me tightly and possessively I felt like she was claiming me and like a fool she was in control. At that moment I would give her anything she wanted. I had to get back in control.

I want her, I want her not. I love her, I love her not. The words repeated over and over in my head. My emotions were all over the place. No other woman had a hold on me. Just the few times I had been with her left me breathless and confused. Instead of saving her, she was trying to save me, but I was a lost cause. She still had time to be happy.

She had the power if she didn’t know it. Her body seemed to glow and her confidence was showing. It was so fucking attractive. Maybe Langston’s bullshit did work to a certain extent. Whatever it was, she had me fucking eating out of the palm of her hand like some goddamn lapdog. You’d think I would’ve learned by then, but I was completely helpless against her.

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