(Rhydian)

The runner kept talking.

Eastern scouts, movement confirmed, forty wolves minimum, Marcus leading from the front — I heard all of it and I was already doing the math before the runner finished the sentence. Position, timing, the three entry points we’d been watching. The patrol coverage. The gaps.

My left side pulled when I straightened.

I ignored it.

"Brennan needs to know," I said.

"Brennan’s already being told," Elena said. She was reading the scout report the runner had handed over, her eyes moving fast down the page. "He’ll have the eastern line repositioned in twenty minutes."

"And the northwest?"

"Covered." She lowered the paper. "You’re on the internal perimeter."

"I know."

She looked at me. I looked back at her. The whole conversation we’d had that morning — the argument, the cloth strips on the nightstand, the *I love you too* said out loud in daylight — all of it was still there between us, and on top of it was this. Marcus moving. Tonight.

"Go," I said. "I’ve got the perimeter."

She went.

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The next four hours were the strangest of my life.

Not the most dangerous — the gorge ranked higher for that. Not the most painful. But the strangest, because I spent four hours moving through the settlement I’d been in for less than three months and it felt like somewhere I’d always known.

I knew which gate guard rotated at the second hour and which one needed reminding to check the lower fence section. I knew that the storage shed behind the training yard had a door that stuck in cold weather and needed to be checked manually. I knew which wolves on the internal perimeter were solid and which ones were going to need someone nearby when the noise from the eastern line started in earnest.

I knew all of this the way I know terrain.

By moving through it. By paying attention. By doing it again and again until the map of it was in my body rather than just my head.

I stopped at the crossroads between the barracks and the main hall. The howling had stopped an hour ago but I could still feel the shape of it in the air somehow, the way sound leaves something behind in stone buildings.

Elena’s voice. Her hand on her stomach. *Whoever this becomes.*

I pressed my thumb against the wall of the barracks.

The stone was cold. Old. It had been here before any of us and would probably be here after. Wolves had leaned against this wall scared and exhausted and ready and grieving and in love, generation after generation, and the stone had just held.

I thought about what that meant.

For most of my life the only thing I’d been willing to die for was survival itself — the circular logic of fighting to keep living so you could keep fighting. I’d understood that. It was clean. No weight to it.

This wasn’t that.

This was — Cade running laps in the frost. Pip looking at the floor and then looking up. Mira holding the northwest fence line alone until I got to her. Petra stepping into a needle meant for Elena without knowing what was on it. Brennan adjusting his tactical position because I read terrain better and not making anything of it.

This was the crib with the joint that still needed fixing.

This was a kick under my hand against warm skin.

This wasn’t duty. I’d had duty explained to me my entire childhood — duty to the Alma name, to the bloodline, to the Pack that ended up executing my parents for selling it out. Duty looked like obligation. Duty looked like the chair at the council table that you sat in because you were supposed to.

This didn’t feel like any of that.

This felt like the thing underneath duty. The thing duty is supposed to point at but usually doesn’t.

I pushed off from the wall.

Corvin was coming toward me from the direction of the eastern gate, moving fast, face unreadable.

"Rhydian." He fell into step beside me. "Eastern line is holding but they’re close. Brennan says thirty minutes, maybe less."

"Okay." I kept moving. "Who’s on the hall entrance?"

"Tomas and two others."

"Tell Tomas to put his best wolf at the inner door, not the outer. If they get through the first position the inner door is what matters."

Corvin peeled off without being asked twice.

I kept moving.

And somewhere in the next ten minutes — somewhere between the storage shed with the sticking door and the inner gate where I repositioned two wolves who’d clustered too close together — it arrived.

Not dramatically. Not with any of the ceremony something like this probably deserves. Just a quiet, certain knowledge that settled into my chest like it had been waiting for me to stop moving long enough to receive it.

*I would die for this Pack.*

Not because I was supposed to. Not because Elena needed me to. Not because the bloodline demanded it or the elders expected it or the Moon Goddess chose it.

Because I loved it.

Because somewhere in the last three months I’d walked into this settlement in chains and been cleaned and fed and taught and held and challenged and trusted, and I’d walked into a training yard and found out I had something to give, and I’d sat on the floor of a study at midnight and cried for the first time since I was sixteen, and I’d built half a crib by a fire, and I’d felt a kick against my palm—

And it had all added up to this. This place. These wolves. This life that I hadn’t expected and would not give back for anything.

The sounds from the eastern line got louder.

I changed direction, heading toward the position Brennan had assigned me, and I nearly walked directly into Elena coming the other way.

She caught herself. I caught myself. We were both moving fast and both slightly surprised.

"Perimeter’s covered," I said. "Tomas has the hall. I repositioned the inner gate."

"I know." She looked at me. Something in her face was moving fast. "Brennan just confirmed. He said—" She stopped.

"What?"

"He said you did it in the right order." She held my gaze. "His exact words."

I didn’t say anything.

"Rhydian." She stepped closer. The noise from the eastern line was there, present, real, the sounds of a line holding under pressure. "What’s happening with you right now."

It wasn’t the question I expected.

"What do you mean?"

"You’ve been—" She looked at me carefully. "You’ve been different since the barracks. Since the howling. Something shifted."

She always saw it. Whatever it was, she always saw it.

"I figured something out," I said.

"What?"

I looked at her. At the armor and the grey eyes and the scar on her cheek and the thing I’d been building toward without knowing I was building toward it until it was already finished.

"I want to be here," I said. "Not because the elders said so or the bloodline or any of the reasons they used to justify bringing me here." I paused. "I want to be here. That’s mine. I chose it." I held her gaze. "I need you to know that."

She was very still.

"I know it," she said quietly.

"I want it to be official," I said.

The sounds from the eastern line changed pitch. Closer. More concentrated.

"What do you mean?" she said.

"You’re the Alpha of this Pack." I said it directly. No preamble. "I’m your mate. The father of your child. I’ve been running drills and holding the perimeter and making tactical calls and Brennan defers to me in the field." I didn’t look away from her. "Name me co-Alpha."

She stared at me.

"Not because the charter requires it," I said. "Not because of the Alma bloodline or what Marcus wanted or what Varek thought. Because I’ve earned it and you know I’ve earned it and this Pack deserves someone standing beside you who is actually, fully, officially there."

The eastern line was loud now. Really loud.

Elena breathed.

"Rhydian—"

"I know the timing is terrible."

"Yes."

"I know there’s a battle happening—"

"Also yes."

"But I need to know," I said. "Before whatever the next hour is. I need to know if you see me that way."

She looked at me for a long time.

Long enough that I heard a gate below somewhere take an impact.

Then she closed the distance between us and she grabbed the front of my jacket and she pulled me down to her level and she said — quietly, right against my mouth, so only I could hear it:

"You’ve been co-Alpha since the day you walked into the war room and read that map before anyone asked you to."

She kissed me once. Hard. Quick.

Then she pulled back and her jaw was set and her eyes were completely clear.

"Make it official after," she said. "When Marcus is handled."

She turned and walked toward the eastern line.

I stood there for exactly one second.

Then from somewhere behind me, in the direction of the main hall:

Tomas. His voice, carrying: "Rhydian. Inner gate — they’re through the first position."

I turned.

I went.

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