Black Card Debt: Daddy's Little Thief (Omegaverse bl)

C/W: flashing between past memory and the present reality. Self-harming.

Taesan’s POV

Struggling?

Struggling is an understatement. I’m falling apart and I’m doing that too quickly. My senses are doused in fucking red.

There is the warm stickiness of blood on my hands. They’ve cleaned me up but it’s still there.

There’s the metallic smell of blood on me teasing my nose. It’s my own blood, but it’s grounding.

There’s the taste of blood in my mouth. I bit myself while fighting Junho off, I’ll kill him when I see him later.

I’m flashing between the past and the present, and it’s all happening too fast.

The screams of shit eating lawyers and the gentle conversations of my parents are mixing together in my head.

"Seoha" I rasp.

I don’t want to lift myself off the concrete floor. This is the room where we lock feral alphas, the room where I can lose my mind and not anyone.

’Seoha’ my alpha says that name, that sweet name, but fuck. I can’t have him right now.

Not like this...not while I’m in the headspace of my grandfather.

I would hurt him, eat him alive, control his breath and maybe, just maybe, I’ll steal it from him.

I lift my head slightly and bring it down hard, hitting it against the floor.

"Arggh!" I can control the way the pain spreads through me. I can control the part of me that gets hurt.

They left me a pack of cigarettes and a lighter, but I won’t touch them.

My mate doesn’t like it. I’ll be fucking good for him...I’ll try...I’ll try.

I pick the lighter and my hands shake with the need to set something ablaze. I want to own something...I want to be able to control something.

’Mate. Need my mate’ my alpha roars and I hit my head against the floor again. It fucking hurts.

It’s better if I hurt myself.

Nothing makes sense and within minutes, reality lets go of me. It gives up on keeping me lucid like I’m not worth trying for.

I’m a kid again.

I’m in my parents’ office with my grandfather and my parents. There’s a strange man looking at my parents with a confident smile.

He has light brown hair, a bushy beard, and his teeth are yellowish.

"Ask the pup to leave so we can talk freely" the man says and grandfather laughs. He enjoys introducing me to clients.

"This one is my heir, he is no stranger to the...work" my grandfather says and the stranger lets out a laugh, he sounds exactly like my grandfather.

"Isn’t the father of the pup your heir" he asks in confusion.

"The father is useless; this one is better"

"Father-in-law, please speaks kindly" my mom, the purehearted male omega who doesn’t belong here, says gently. His head down and hands on his lap.

"This is the mother, no?" the man asks and my father drops his head too. I clench my fist, screaming at him in my head to protect his mate.

I’m young but I know how it goes. When an omega is spotted, they stop at nothing to have him or her.

"That’s the mother. Beautiful man, isn’t he? It’s disappointing that he has a dead womb. He gave me one grandson and gave up" grandfather says, blowing a cloud of tobacco in my mother’s direction.

Speak up, father.

I keep my mouth shut and keep my eyes fixed on my father. The weakling’s head is down, he’s really not saying anything.

Speak up! Do something for the mother of your children!

"Very beautiful...very beautiful, now send the boy out" the client says and grandfather makes the gesture that means ’leave’, and I gets up.

"This one has murder in his eyes; this one is your perfect copy" the man laughs as I bow. My eyes are still on father.

He doesn’t even know I’m looking at him. He’s too busy staring at the floor like a shameful dog.

"Taesan. Out" grandfather says and I turn around to leave. Walking out of room with my teeth clenched.

Reality pulls me back into itself and I turn on my side, wheezing as the pain from hitting my head slowly spreads.

My breathing is getting louder, and the harsh noise takes me right back to three days after the meeting.

My mom’s breathing sounds exactly like mine right now. He’s struggling, gasping for air, and my father’s voice is there.

"I’ll call a doctor" dad says and I hear mom let out a breathy laugh.

"I can’t...I can’t let Taerin and Taesan see me like this" he says. Dad says something but I don’t hear what he is saying.

"Don’t be sorry...we’ll change the darkness by being light, we can fix your father’s system and...oh...it hurts" mom’s brave speech ends with another gasp.

My mom is in pain.

I push the door open so hard that it slams against the wall, and I see mom sitting on the bed. There is a waterproof blanket over the bed and dad is sitting next to him.

He’s covered by another blanket, but I see the blood dripping down his naked legs.

My eyes register the sight. I don’t fully understand what is happening, but I can tell he’s in pain.

"Baby..." mom says and dad get up, covering his wife with his body, but I’ve seen it all already.

"Is it that man?" I ask.

"Taesan, go outside, your mother is not dressed" dad growls at me. "He hurt my mom?" I ask and my mom starts to cry.

"Take him out, honey. My sannie can’t see me like this" he cries.

"You...mom...he hurt you" I say.

There’s a glitch in my reality. I’m there, and I’m here. I’m here and I’m not...I’m going insane.

"They hurt mom" I say out loud, rolling on my back, I can’t let it happen to Seoha too.

"They can’t hurt Seoha...I have to kill all of them" I say and push myself up.

Just in time, the door opens and a male walks in. I don’t see his face, only the brown shoes but I lung for him.

Kill. Kill. Kill.

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