April
Hmmm, I’m really, genuinely happy about having this Alpha close to me every single day.
I’m finally her official, real girlfriend now.
This same stubborn bitch literally said months ago that love wasn’t anywhere in her dictionary and that she never committed to anything or anyone.
But going from kicking her hard in the Dragon Ball to playing a stupid game with her, me losing, and then losing my virginity to the exact Alpha I used to hate with all my heart...
Now I’m actively dating the same Alpha and falling far deeper for her with every passing day.
I know I really don’t want to think about my mother, who actually disappointed me so deeply two days ago at the beach, but I’m truly the one to blame for my own naive hopes. I already knew what kind of money-driven mother she was from the start. She completely left my real dad back then simply because he had no money to his name, and she went out and got herself someone who had endless wealth instead.
To think I ever fell for it, believing it was some cute meet-cute romantic story because she had told me she was just on a business trip when she met Mrs. Morningstar, and the two of them just magically fell in love and got married.
Angel actually had a completely valid, understandable reason to hate me from day one. She was still actively grieving her late mom, and I suddenly entered her home life as her unwanted stepsister.
Even I wouldn’t have agreed that easily or accepted the messy situation if the roles were reversed.
Well, maybe I would have back then, simply because I used to easily accept and follow anything my mother wanted me to do without question.
But I definitely won’t let her control my life anymore. I’m not a helpless little child anymore. I am a grown adult, and I can make my own choices and do whatever I want. Even if she boldly claims that she is the sole reason I am with Angel right now, I still won’t let her manipulate or control me.
I just want to be happy and be with the one person who is genuinely trying her best to be happy with me.
After Angel and I finished talking with Benny in the bookstore, we decided to head out to the movie we had been planning to watch together all week. We originally wanted to go to a regular dark cinema, but we changed our minds at the last minute and decided to go to an open outdoor cinema on the park grounds instead.
It felt just like a cozy evening picnic.
We weren’t the only people hanging out there on the grass.
I was comfortably resting my head directly on Angel’s shoulder while we sat together on the soft green grass. I was busy feeding her some movie snacks, popping them into her mouth one by one.
Then, without warning, she raised her phone and took a quick picture of us together.
"This is going to look so good in our scrapbook... hahaha," she laughed out loud, leaning her head down as she looked at the newly taken photo showing the two of us.
I immediately didn’t like the photo at all because my eyes were completely closed mid-blink and the glare on my glasses made them look like giant movie screens.
"I don’t want that one in the book," I grumbled, reaching for her phone. "Let’s take a clean, perfect picture."
"This one is totally okay," Angel insisted, holding the phone slightly out of my reach. "It’s a real memory, and real memories don’t have to be perfect."
"I looked like a total dummy in that one."
"You are not a dummy," Angel said soft like, looking down at me. "You are beautiful, but if you really want another one, come on."
Angel raised her phone high again and took another picture of us.
I was actually very pleased with the second one.
We leaned into each other and kissed right there on the grass field, and things were quickly getting hot between us because we were both so hungry for more.
"Hey, don’t you two have a private room or something to do that in...?" some random guy’s voice called out loudly from right behind us.
Angel immediately pulled back slightly and shot them a dark, terrifying glare, looking like she was about to jump up and physically pound on them.
"Why don’t you just keep your eyes on the screen and watch the actual movie... or go find yourself a girlfriend and kiss her instead? I’m kissing my girlfriend..." Angel snapped back sharply.
Then she returned right back to kissing me, and this time, it was completely deliberate and deep. Angel was actively proving a point that she didn’t need a private room or anyone’s permission to kiss her girlfriend whenever she wanted.
The group of boys behind us just shut their mouths and pretended not to look at our intimate moment anymore, but they definitely still were.
It was hard not to look. We had essentially become the actual main movie they were watching on the grass.
We finally made it back home later that night, and we were sitting together on the comfortable living room couch. Angel had just finished talking on her phone with Abigail about finding a sneaky way to squeeze her name onto the official guest list for the event.
I was already on the guest list because I told Abigail I would love to attend.
I had completely changed my mind about not going to the party because I wanted to spend my time right beside Angel, building our new relationship step by step. Plus, we really needed to help Benny and Mary have their happy ending together.
"Abby said she will find a solid way for me to get onto the ship," Angel said, dropping her phone onto the cushion and looking over at me. She was still clearly not happy that I had dragged her right back into this family mess.
"Come on... soften that stubborn heart of yours a little bit," I said to her gently, reaching over to stroke her arm. "Sometimes we have to do things that make us uncomfortable for a moment so we can ultimately have the things that make us comfortable."
"I am definitely not going to be comfortable after all of this," Angel muttered, resting her head back against the couch. "Just looking at that woman ignites something so dark inside me to the point that I don’t even recognize myself. You have to stay by my side always during this, okay?"
"Yes, Papi..." I teased softly.
"Hey, I told you to stop calling me Papi," Angel grumbled, turning her eyes to look at me.
"What should I call you then?" I smirked at her, intentionally trying my best to copy that signature evil, sharp smile of hers. "Diabla?"
Angel pouted her lips slightly. "That name is only for when we’re actually having sex."
That is totally right. I genuinely want to have sex with this girl right now, but she has been going on for days saying she wants something deeper than just physical sex between us. For like five days now, I haven’t had any sex at all, and Angel hasn’t had any either.
Which is honestly extremely suspicious to me, considering her wild background and high sex drive.
"Who are you secretly having sex with, Angel?" I asked, narrowing my eyes at her.
"You, of course," she answered instantly.
"I don’t believe you for a second," I said, leaning in closer to inspect her face. "Because you are a total horny doggy, and you can never stay away from sex for this long."
"That is only because I’m actually trying hard to build a real relationship with you that is not purely based on a physical connection!" she defended herself loudly.
"I know that," I said, folding my arms. "So tell me, how the fuck do you survive these past few days without sticking it in somewhere?"
"Jerking off," Angel admitted plainly, rubbing the back of her neck. "I literally did it this morning in the shower on your photo....."
The moment those words left her mouth, I lunged forward and pushed Angel flat onto the soft couch, climbing right on top of her body.
"You complete bitch!" I yelled down at her, straddling her waist. "So you fucking masturbate behind my back and act like everything is totally fine? I also haven’t had any sexual contact for days!"
"Hey, hey, calm down right now, young lady," Angel said, her hands coming up to rest on my hips as she looked up at me. "If you really want to have sex that bad, just say it out loud right now..."
"Oh, oh... We are definitely having sex tonight," I said, leaning down close to her face. "And it’s going to the special sex."
Hearing that, Angel’s gorgeous face immediately began to form a proud, triumphant smile.
"I will be the one completely in control this time," I added firmly.
I watched with pure satisfaction as that smug smile vanished straight off her face.
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