Absolute Loser Becomes The Pleasure King Using Satan System
Chapter 5.Hearts that share fears-2Chapter 5: 5.Hearts that share fears-2
A woman was looking at him. She had a small smile on her face and was leaning towards him.
"Uh...?" Surprised by her sudden closeness, Mylo found it hard to respond properly. He caught a particularly sweet smell coming off of her.
Why is she here?! I don’t remember her meeting me here in my previous life.
He glanced at his watch and sure enough, he was a whole hour past the opening time of the college gates for the induction event.
I was so excited during my previous life that I came before the opening time and had to wait for the gates to open.
As he was busy thinking, the woman started having her own doubts, ’Was I too upfront? Approaching him out of nowhere... He must be startled right now. Oh my, I need to explain myself.’
"Oh, sorry. I saw you looking all depressed and dejected that I couldn’t help myself.
’’I guessed you were a first-year student since only a few seniors were selected for the induction program.
’’Are you alright? Do you need my help standing up?" After quickly explaining herself, the brown-haired woman offered her hand.
Momentarily caught off guard by her quick excuse, Mylo snapped out of it after her soft-looking hand came near him.
"N-no! It’s alright. I-I was just taking a rest. I will be going now, Miss Chloe!" He dusted off his pants and was about to leave, but Miss Chloe gently grabbed his hand, forcing him to stop.
"How do you know me?" Mylo was caught off guard by the question.
I slipped up!
"Well... I had done some research about the college, so, you know... uh... I had come across the faculty list,... that’s how I know you, Miss. I’m not bragging, but I do remember names quite easily." He gave the excuse, but he surely was telling the truth.
"I see. I didn’t think there would be any student enthusiastic enough to do so much work," the beautiful Chloe wondered to herself.
"Haha... I just happened to find it. So, uh, sorry for taking your time, I’ll be going then." He tried to escape, but Miss Chloe wasn’t going to let him go.
"Since you know me, things will be much easier. I’m the deputy head of the disciplinary committee.
’’But our job doesn’t just end there; we are also responsible for handling any problem a student might have. At least to me, that is the important part." Her explanation brought a strange feeling to Mylo.
Ah!... I remember now, Miss. You had said the same things in my previous life, though surely not this early. But it was already too late for me then; it wouldn’t have changed anything even if I had accepted your help.
"If you have any problem or are facing any difficulty, you can always come to me. I will be there to listen." She offered a smile and seemed to not stop Mylo anymore.
Maybe this time....
But there was another thought going on in his mind. It was not too late for him this time.
"Miss Chloe.... can I have some of your time? I would like to discuss something," he made a request from the bottom of his heart.
And so, now he was walking behind Miss Chloe as she led him to her department’s office room.
Miss Chloe Vane. It would be an absolute understatement to call her just beautiful. Are a few words even enough to describe her beauty? Even in this situation, it’s taking everything in me to ignore her appearance.
Chloe vane was wearing tight navy-blue jeans, making her waist and thighs appear alluring to Mylo, and a white t-shirt covered under a thin blue shirt, further drawing Mylo’s attention to thoughts he didn’t want to have, so he tried to distract himself.
In my previous life, she was probably the most crushed-upon teacher, even more than our department head.
When she had tried to help me, I had completely ignored her because I was too deep in depression and just wanted to live unnoticed.
But I didn’t really see her that much after that. I had heard rumours around the start of the second semester that she had resigned after she was caught in an affair with another teacher. For some reason, no one knew who the other teacher was.
Iguess even she has her own situations going on in her life. Still, she is going so far to help me. I gotta thank her properly.
Arriving at her office, Miss Chloe offered Mylo a seat. It was a normal office chamber. She took another chair and sat directly in front of him, even though her chair was behind a desk.
"So now, can you tell me what is troubling you?" she asked with a gentle expression.
Mylo opened his mouth as though he had prepared everything.
"..."
But nothing came out. He closed it, opened it again, but to no avail.
Where should I even begin? How much can I tell her?
Things that haven’t even happened yet?
There’s no way she would believe that.
He was again lost in his thoughts.
"You don’t have to force yourself to tell me if it’s bringing you more pain." Her soft, warm palm landed on his hand.
He could feel the difference in their body temperatures all too well. That brought him a little calmness.
Miss Chloe continued, "Even if you tell me, I will never be able to give you a perfect solution straight away. What I can offer right now is emotional clearance.
"So try to convey that in any way, maybe by just telling me the exact emotional conflict you are facing,
"or you may express it in a metaphorical way,
"just try to focus on that for now."
She showed him a road to walk on; it was now his turn to make the choice, whether he would take it or not.
"I... I’m confused about where to begin. I had a chance... a chance to change some very bad things about me, to change very bad things that can happen to me.
"I think if I put in the effort to change, then I will definitely change... It’s just that I am so, so, so afraid to do that."
He laid out the truth he had been avoiding for some time now.
Miss Chloe didn’t interrupt him, just patiently listened. She wanted to give the boy all the freedom to express himself.
"I’m just so afraid that I think I will fail even more miserably if I try to change anything.
"Why can’t I just grow out of it? There are so many advantages I have right now!" His voice grew louder.
He squeezed the connection between his and Miss Chloe’s fingers.
Even she showed a little startled expression.
She would have never expected things to turn out this way.
Mylo was much more emotionally vulnerable than she thought.
"If I just use my head, I can get better than anyone! No one will stand a chance... then no one would be able to hurt me..."
That was all.
That small outburst was all Mylo Zane had.
That was just how much his problem amounted to when put into words.
A drop of liquid fell on the teacher’s hand.
Then one more. Then another. Then many more followed.
It didn’t take long before their clasped hands were completely covered in the tears coming from his ugly crying.
Miss Chloe was stunned, but soon an unexplainable sadness made her heart heavy. She couldn’t bring herself to comfort him with any words.
’Just what has this boy experienced in life that brought him so much sadness? What can I even do for him?’
So she just covered both his hands in between her gentle palms.
Mylo had only so many tears to spare.
So his ugly crying stopped on its own, bringing an end to his episode.
It was time for Miss Chloe Vane to do her part.
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